I’ve
found this in someone’s blog few months ago. And I feel so related with it.
“Perasaan aneh dan kesendirian ditengah banyak orang baik disekelilingku, adalah sebuah rasa yang normal. Bahwa semua memang begitu adanya. Naturally happens.”
Have
you ever feel that kind of weird feeling too?
You
feel like you’re slighted by others. You feel like you have no one to talk to.
Like everybody’s ignored you and take you for granted. You feel like you have
no friends and you’re alone. You did your best effort but they still couldn’t
appreciate it. You helped them and
they’re just like walk away without even say ‘thanks’. You’re being treated
like a cigarette; they only use you for something and then step on you when
they’re done. You feel like your words will never mean anything to them and
they’re not going to listen it. You feel like nobody’s going to help you when
you’re down. You’re unhappy.
But
then you realize.
That
actually, they’re always helped you. They never go anywhere. They never take
you for granted; because they’re always give you something in return. You
realized that, they’re the one who makes you smile. They’re the one who makes
you laugh till your tears flows down. They’re always appreciated everything
you've done; even the smallest crazy things. They’re always listening to your
meaningless word. You realize that they’re always there with you through ups
and downs.
So, I think the point is good people are around us. They’re all nice and we need to throw our negative thought away. What I mean is it’s a normal thing to have a bad feeling
with the nicest people around us. And we don’t need to put all of our attention
on it. Just stay positive and be good to others. It’s a part of growing up.
