2013/10/14

If this was a movie.

Last night I heard my own heart beating. Sounded like footsteps on my stairs. Six months gone and I’m still reaching, even though I know you’re not there. I was playing back a thousand memories baby, thinking ‘bout everything we’ve been through. Maybe i’ve been going back too much lately when time stood still and I had you. Come back, come back to me like you would if this was a movie, stand in the rain outside till I came out. Come back, come back to me like you could if you just said you’re sorry, I know that we could work it out somehow. But if this was a movie you’d be here by now.

I know people change and these things happen. But I remember how it was back then. Wrapped up in your arms and our friends were laughing cause nothing like this ever happened to them. Now I’m pacing down the hall, chasing down the street. Flashback to a night when you said to me, nothings gonna change not for me and you, not before I knew how much I had to lose. Come back, come back to me like you would if this was a movie, stand in the rain outside till I came out. Come back, come back to me like you could if you just said you’re sorry, I know that we can work it out somehow. But if this was a movie you’d be here by now.

If you out there, if you somewhere, if you’re moving on, I’d be waiting for you ever since you’ve been gone. I just want it back the way it was before. And I just wanna see you back at my front door.

And I’d say, “Come back, come back to me like you would before you said it’s not that easy, before the fight, before I locked you out. But I’d take it all back now.” Come back, come back to me like you would if this was a movie, stand in the rain outside till I came out. Come back, come back to me like you could if you just said you’re sorry, I know that we can work it out somehow. But if this was a movie you’d be here by now.

It’s not the kind of ending you wanna see now. Baby, what about the ending? Oh, I thought you’d be here by now. That you’d be here by now.

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It’s almost 6 months I spent my life without you and I’m going to die if I must stay like this for another month.

So please, come back.